a year after[almost][ the 'garfield' speaks] in her blog..

a little less to say but a bit more to express, a little less to cry and a little more to en[joy][ as EN compassing joys and laughter [LOLs too :)] a little less to think but a byte ;) more to ponder. a little less of so much gives a little more of so much "more". feels great to pen down my half weired and half dead thoughts here again. almost a year after i gained much pain to gain something from that ' so much ' more and perhaps its an irrefutable complaint of 'many' .

nevertheless! now i can see that my writings have 'gained' much maturity but yet to gain the treasured momentum, when i compare to what i used to write in the year 2007[you can see it as well]. in the process yes! sometimes my vocab does go out of control, specially when i suffer from hippopotomonstrosesquipedaliophobia.. :) still, nevertheless! enthralled as i am!
4 th dec 2010: placed in HCL .. the best day
funny it is when i see people running after objects which they do not quite realise that they inherently do not belong to them or to their world and i am no different. you know what, ' to fall in and to fall out' thats how the horizon looks from a distance, but i give it a degree of "the threshold", i dream to change the horizon from a sphere to the convolutions , which shape a molecule of deoxyribonucleic , thereby enhilarated that I intend to become after i complete the "journey" which the 'protocol' is expected to follow..
ari..[2010,12th december]

for some more amount of  "awesomeness"[ actually have started hating this term now]

[contd]

not that its the effect of the breathe of a drunken tiger,not even the heavy insignia of latent emotions ..but still it is and that is how it shall persist..if i wish to say once again the pupil fights her own mentor because its the "intellectual survival??" IS character put to judgement??is it honour?? what drives you ?? OR SHALL I debate on the fact that if our mind is the mentor then our heart necessarily is thou's pupil..or just the reverse..why can't this conflict end? do you want me to say that whenever there are conflicten there is always a disgreement between the mentor and his child..? no matter how much i disagree but i can't dishonour these questions and their profound answers to which great people like Pluto and Socrates had contributed so often..
it is said that drinking is the cause of instability in a human being[though it is apparent to me] but a person regains his consciousness back which he had lost when he was awake.Atleast one gets an opportunity to vent out ..to just pour out the lava which had reduced his heart to ashes and which neither could one ignite nor put out the fire that was forced to burn for so many years..

the mentor vs pupil[raising a goblet in thou's name" V" all]

"the mentor vs pupil[raising a goblet of wine in thou's name]"

i really can't render any effective explanation or any reason for writing this article..maybe another violent outburst of emotions or maybe out of an indignation which is inexplicable though..its aint mandatory that if a war is struck between a mentor and a mentor's disciple, the latter conventionally has to win it..as a matter of fact i would definately taken the former's side..not that i would be triggered emotionally or by an astounding element of morale..but for the very reason that at sometime or the other every person is entitled to ONE final judgement for in this case its unfortunate that the mentor has to compete against his own pupil..as i heard the rains pelting down hard and lashing against the glasspanes ..i heard someone saying le me manque..!!
not that i was focussed to an extent when i can definately say that i was winning but still i was..!i was winning..he was the one and i still believe in him and i dont want him to come under the scanner of this judgement .. " " i still Je't aime et tu manques beaucoup..still!!..no matter what happens ..dont break this "espirit de corps" for it shall not do thou any good neither do i approve of this petty skirmish which thou wants to fight so direly,at the end of the day it is your call and hence cannot definately impose ..Let this cameraderie stand the strongest forces of hatred and criticism ..I owe you.. ..!!

but as we understand that sometimes the most pertinent answers tend to confound us for it becomes "unecessary ergo, we alternatively remain petty mortals contiguously trying to answer our and our neighbour's questions sometimes." this process continues till one day we understand that the war between the 'mentor and pupil"shall not end but would continue for eternity till thy art defeated..and everything is swept off the face of time.. ego, false pride, pseudo intellectualism.. arrogance..I have seen it and I have also seen it being swept off the face of time and tides..[to be contd..]

regards,
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